Positivity

I want to live
I want to have children with my boyfriend
I love my family and my friends and I want to be there for them
I am putting money in a box every week for the next trip I will take with my friends
I want to explore new paths, possibly change jobs, possibly spend my life helping others.
I cannot die because I need to do all this things
The tumour is a part of myself. If I understand what it wants from me I can also participate in making it go away.
My body is a wise machine, it knows exactly what it needs. My mind needs to learn how to listen.
I am the master of my own future
My future from now on will be mine, it won't be decided by other people's expectations of me.

I pray the angels and the earth.
I picture myself happy and healthy, when all this will be in the past
Being afraid is a waste of time. Get up, have a cup of tea, have a chat, it will pass.
Every morning I am thankful of the wonderful past I had, of the new day ahead and of the future I will build.
Meditate, read poetry, smile, eat well and exercise, give my love to my friends  and my boyfriend. Life is beautiful. Don't waste a second of it.